My deep apology! I should not disturb your moment with my sad story, Sir!

Well, I do not know what to say!

I have to start working on my final project for my Master Course, and I decided to do something, short animation movie, about Palestine and specifically about children and war.. about killing the innocence .. (for who do not know, I am studying Motion Graphics)

well, i am one of many who was really in pain during what happened in Gaza few months ago.. and what was more painful that i could not do anything for them! I want to get out this pain from my chest and do something useful, even if it is not big thing.. but i want to translate this energy inside me to show the foreign world the real world that Palestinians are living for the last 60 years!

When I told my tutors and class about my idea, there was a common feedback from most of them. "Do not make it so sad"!, "We already know how bad is the situation there, do not make it sad ending!", "You are going to live with sad images and stories for the coming six months, should you pick something more cheerful to work with?!"

i was shocked by that! Now i know for sure that Palestinians are living alone in this world! I told them, i will try to search for happiness inside me first! Imagine that your people are being killed in front of your eyes and you are not able to do anything! what cheerful thing I have to consider in my work?

Am I wrong? tell me? Am I suppose to show them the happy part of our lives, if there is any, so i wont make them feel sad?

Jawaher.. the sleeping beauty

Jawaher, Dina, Samar, Ekram and Tahreer in their last family photograph.

Jawaher, Dina, Samar, Ekram and Tahreer.. Five princesses in white having their last sleep.. a sleep which last for ever..
Jawaher, the four years old girl, was sleeping beside her sisters and mother, dreaming that the next morning will come without bombings.. without the sound of the Israeli F16 in the cloudy sky. She hugged her mom asking for warmness.. Asking for safe.. Asking for a world where she can have her holiday’s gift as all the kids. A world without a burned classroom and with a ceiling above her head. The gift has been delivered and the ceiling became her cover.

Here she is, covered with white as a bride.
Today is your holiday.
Today is your wedding.
Today, you will be playing for ever.
Today you will be a child for ever.
No one will touch you, no one will harm you.

Sleep my dear.... Sleep! You were lucky to leave this world for ever.

لسة بفكروا!!!! ذليتونا الله يذلكم

أكثر من 270 شهيد سقطوا و لسة عم بسقطوا و العداد ماشي و ساحب معاه أشلاء أطفال و نساء و شيوخ و رجال

الأليات و المروحيات الإسرائيلية تقصف غزة بلا توقف و في المقابل 10 دول عربية فقط صرحت عن موافقتها على قيام اجتماع طارئ (سبعين عين تطرقهم)و لسة الباقي مازال يفكر في موضوع المباحثات

يعني انا مش سائلة فيهم و لا في اجتماعهم اللي لا بقيم و لا بحط! و مين متى استفدنا شي من اجتماعاتهم؟

اشجب و استنكر! اقيم و اتسخمط! 

لكن ال 14 دولة الباقيات و اللاتي لم يعلن موافقتهم على الإجتماع بعد رؤية أشلاء أهل غزة المتناثرة .. أليس فيهم نخوة؟ دم؟ ضمير؟ إحساس؟

أو ربما لديهم فكر أبعد من ال 10 الذين سبقوهم؟ على أساس انه لا جدوى تذكر و لا أمل يُعال على هذه الإجتماعات الطنانة .. سوى تصريف الأموال على طائراتهم و استضافتهم و مباحثاتهم و في النهاية جعلنا أضحوكة لبقية الأمم

غدا نكمل 1419 سنة على هجرة الرسول صلى الله عليه و سلم  و نصرة أهل المدينة له و لأهل مكة المسلمين . بعد 1419 سنة و شوفوا شو بصير فينا. المسلم في غزة يفصله عن المسلم في مصر بضع كيلومترات .. و ليس هناك من نصرة. يا حيف على هيك أمة

The silver shoe go to Bush and the Golden shoe go to us.. the arabs!

For their silence!

For their stupidity!

For their shameful standing still!

For talking without actions!

For being fastest to assemble to discuss what has no meaning to be discussed!

For being disgusting!

For being cower!

For their arrogant!

For their retardation!

For giving the human being the lowest price!

&

For running after silly things and leaving every single important issue behind!

 

CONGRATULATIONS!

They deserve it! They worked so hard to get it!

They left thousands of poor Arabs and their children to die!

 

I pray to Allah to curse them! To kill their arrogant government!

 

Gaza's head will stay high in the sky!

The whole Palestinian nation will not need you Arabs! We are on our own!

we have been killed for the last 60 years! No one is giving a dam!

Why should they be angry? Why should they react?! They are happy to eat, sleep and do nothing like pigs till the time for them to be eaten!

 

MAY GOD DESTROY ISRAEL AND ALL THE ERREGENT AND STUPID ARABS ON THIS PLANET!

 

God bless our martyrs in Gaza!

يعطيكم العافية

استيقظت فجر الجمعة على أمل أن أستطيع إلتقاط بعض الصور و الفيديو لسماء و بحر و بعض الأشياء هنا و هناك .. لعل و عسى ان تساعدني في مشروعي الدراسي. للأسف .. كانت السماء أصفى من اللازم

و لكن في المقابل.. و جدت هؤلاء الصيادين يجمعون شباكهم ليلتقطوا ما قد علق بها من سمك.. لم يكن ذاك الصيد الوفير  .. أو بالأحرى لم يكن شيئا

كانت كومة صغيرة لا تتعدى ملئ راحتي الكف يتخللها الكثير من نبات البحر و الطحلب

قلت .. يا سبحان الله .. كيف لهم بهذا الصبر و الجلد على تحمل كل هذا العناء لتكون النتيجة فتاتا لا يقي  لا يذر؟

كم يعطيني ربي من نعم و انا له جاحدة؟.. بينما غيري يجاهد موج البحر و رياحه من غير حول منه او قوة

جد .. يعطيهم العافية .. 

I'M EMOTIONS!

YES! I admit it! i am an emotional person! and there is nothing I can do about it!

I am totally driven by emotions.. I am sooo moody.. I can change my mood, choice or decision in few minutes!
I can easily confuse my self and people around me, but I can not help it! This is me!

Each time I watch a movie.. specially if it was a strong, deep, dramatic or romantic movie.. I will spend the few days later affected by it! I would usually be down for some time if the movie is so sad or having a deep message that will make me live the film actions for some time!

Music has a deep impact on me.. and I always tend to listen to classics and soft music! (as if i need more down feelings to have)

one word would put me up in the sky or drag me deep down!

Yes, I am driven by my emotions.. and yet, I am happy with my self!